Well I was going to try to find more time to draw (or learn how to...*cough*) starting a few months ago. The time never came, and I've always been preoccupied with something else. I hate having to ADD like this. In fact, I'm not ADD at all, quite the opposite actually. But when I'm forced to, I have to, and it pisses me off. *twitch*

Maybe if I ever get any moments of solitude, no noise, no pressures, no deadlines, when I can actually concentrate on something, that would be the time to learn this. Otherwise, I'm too impatient to actually learn or practice anything art-wise. It sucks because I had so many great ideas in my mind, which I had no means of transferring accurately to paper. (Even if I had tried it, it wouldn't have looked as cool as I first envisioned.)

I'm gonna cut this rant short before it gets out of hand. I'm sorry. I hope I'll figure this out one day, and make beautiful, awesome, kawaii art. Eventually. *sigh*